October 2011
1 post
“I couldn’t cry about the thought, so I laughed instead at the...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 35
September 2011
1 post
“I stand in a lonely, stilled moment waiting for my heart to burst and spill an...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 34
April 2011
1 post
“Whatever you let someone call you jokingly is fair game in a real argument.”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 33
March 2011
1 post
“I don’t even have the courage to create my end. Waiting to implode. Go on...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 32
February 2011
1 post
The truth is that I just want to be good enough...
I wanted you loved me so I that I’d know how to love you and others in return. No, I need you to do this for me. I still need you to do this for me… You never told me and you certainly never showed me. When you did eventually say it, your actions contradicted you and I hurt. I still hurt. I can’t even tell anyone that I love them, but I try to show it. And I wonder sometimes if I...
January 2011
2 posts
to whom it may concern
I want to chase the angles of your body with my fingers and then retrace the steps with my tongue. I’ll be the addict; you can be the drug. I rest my head on your chest just to hear your heart drum a narcotic beat. I’ll watch the dark of your eyes dance around its whites, polluted by my ecstasy. Your skin is aroused from the underneath as my bleeding euphoria becomes your bones. Your...
“I’m chained in a hush of my thoughts, interchanging between self loathing...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 29
December 2010
2 posts
“If you weren’t a dream, so far away, fictional, irreversibly immaculate,...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 28
Everyone says to wait.
I say to wait. It’ll happen. And I am waiting. But no one talks about how it feels to wait. How the seconds etch themselves into each thought and drags you along the lonely road. How no matter how much you or your friends or even your family believe in you — beautiful, smart, confident, creative, hardworking, whatever it may be — if that’s all true, which I know it is, why...
“So many of my relationships feel like half finished conversations. I don’t...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 26
November 2010
6 posts
“It’s too much to ask for someone to fight for me or fight back for me....”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 25
“There comes a time when all summates and you realize that THIS will never...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 24
“I’m a runner. All I want is you, but if you get too close, I will run. I...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 23
“They keep writing songs and making movies about you, as if you exist. I spent...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 22
“Ideas can sometimes be the most masochistic drug. Pardon me of this illusion: I...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 21
“They seem to think that being pretty and skinny will solve a string of problems,...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 20
October 2010
3 posts
“It puzzles me when people say they hate everyone because I get the feeling that...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 19
“It terrifies me to say this, but I can no longer disown the thought that...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 18
September 2010
3 posts
“Reincarnated as fetal, frail. Irrelevant emotions led to the sensation of...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 17
“There is no right or wrong, good or evil. There is only conscience and culture.”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 16
“The internet has taught me something about judging people based on what I see...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 15
August 2010
9 posts
“The credits of this film are coming in from great heights and going down to the...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 14.
“When kind people are vile, it seems or is far harsher than when outspoken people...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 13.
“Sometimes, inadvertently or consciously, I detach from myself. I make myself...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 12.
“At the end of some days when the sunlight peeks through my window, a sadness...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 11
“I feel most beautiful after a shower with my hair messy after a wash, glasses...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 10.
“Imagine that one morning you wake up to find all the Strangers you’ve ever...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 09.
“I cannot help but to stupidly gravitate towards creating daydreams of you and I...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 08.
“I don’t want to wait around to lose someone, a thing, a place, a thought,...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 07.
“I’m beginning to think that there exists no differences between...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 06.
July 2010
5 posts
“The past. The insight and the carry-on luggage from what has been can sometimes...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 05.
“A heaviness wrapped itself up with me in between the sheets last night. I...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 04.
“It does bother me when people say they wish they were such-and-such a person....”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 03.
“I don’t believe that people change. I believe that people embrace the lights,...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 02
“Sometimes I just want a place, a someone to tell it all to. Just to breathe. No...”
– scatterbrained thoughts, 01. (via oh-potter-you-rotter) (via playoninfiniterepeat)